anxiety waits


i remember every word you say
they stick with me through all the games you play
then you look at me expecting an answer
but i never know just what to say
i stumble through my words and then i
trip over my sentences falling face first at your feet


what must you think of me now?
what do you tell your friends about me?
do you talk about me at all?
do you even think of me?


i saw you twice again today
you did things that made me want to stay
i spend too much time thinkin' about it
too much time thinkin' about you
i bet you know that though
i wonder how that makes you feel

what must you think of me now?
what do you tell your friends about me?
do you talk about me at all?
do you even think of me?